
Installation of my Harcourt residency show, Urban Organic Absurdity
I just had a critique with Amy Fung, a visual arts writer from Edmonton. I bumped into her and we had a discussion about my new work and issues I’m confronting.
I told her that I feel a certain affinity with the new wave of Do It Yourself artists, crafters and designers that recognize a marriage between historical techniques, punk and DIY ethos…. but are still influenced by traditional handiwork, modern aesthetics, politics, feminism and art.
She mentioned that the DIY crowd usually has two characteristics: a) a distinct lack of formal training and b) an avante garde aesthetic that usually states that it’s cool to be lazy. She didn’t really see the work as relating to the DIY movement.
I addressed my insecurities in my current practice and responses to my residency show – that it was unpolished, that the craft of the work wasn’t “perfect”, that there were sharpie lines and duct tape showing. To quote Sarah Hamilton, “As attractive as the installation is, it is also absurd, repulsive and post-apocalyptic in its overly complicated simulation of nature’s elegant design.” I don’t think this comment had a negative connotation, knowing Sarah, it was more of a matter of fact statement.
I still haven’t really resolved the issue of the craftsmanship in a real way – other than that I wanted the work to disrupt the illusion in some areas, and suspend it in others. I wanted it to be both alluring and disturbing, keeping true to the paradoxical nature of the installation.
Amy agreed that it was important for me to go to grad school to get formal training in ceramics, so that I could prove that I was capable of making “perfect” work, and then break all of the rules and go for wobbly bowl shapes and imperfect forms.
She also strongly emphasized the need for research in my work. Perhaps I should be looking into plant or underwater species – their kingdom, phylum, class, order, family, genus, species, etc… their environments, modus operandi, etc. If I can’t find the answers within the work, then maybe I can find it in the outside world. These creatures I’m making aren’t completely fantastical, they have references to organisms that exist in our world.
After talking with Amy, I realized how badly I want to go to graduate school and have professors grill me with technical questions and help to improve the conceptual aspects of my work. I really need it, and I need to find a way to get there, no matter what it takes.

Another installation shot